being wrong in what i remember

? or being wrong in what i saw? or being wrong in what think about it?
i've been thinking about it for more than ten years now. don't you think I had enough time to doubt, to think, and to explore what was it? and as a result i got used to stay as far possible from any conclusions. but don't tell me that i do it right this way, cause this is not you who ever has anything to deal with it. and in any case i'm not that much interested in cowards' counsels on what I should do.